Believe

28 December 2007
I went back to hometown with my brother(Jimmy) to join the house warming that organised by my dad. It is a real big event, many people of my hometown and also most of my relative joining..Luckily me and my brothers reached there quite late, if not need to say,"hi" and help to serve all my dad's friends..
Actually not that i don't like this kind of event, just that i don't like all the people there gather together just to talking nonsence, smoking and drinking alcoholic..Especially when all the aunty grab the foods desperately in fact not that they all hungry, just that they don't want to at the disadvantage situation..
At KL i also do join this kind of gathering, like me and Karen they all go to eat dinner at restaurant telepon or sometime me and my church members eat together, all of us have fun, enjoy the food, talking about the great commision of Christ, give thanks on what God have done in our life..I like this kind of gathering!

29 December 2007
Early in the morning, all of my family members eat breakfast together. Suppose is a nice and happy breakfast time, but when my brother told my parents about he going to join full time ministry, my dad very angry and scold that,
"Are you crazy? Why not you spend more time in earn money rather than doing the church event?"
"Now in your mind only have Jesus, do you still remember who is the one that spend money to raise you up? Is Jesus or your dad?"
Me and Jimmy also remain silent and didn't argue with him, because when my dad get angry, is useless to explain to him..Luckily my mom not that serious and only concern on how Jimmy going to survive without working..
I do understand that my parents is really really love us so that scold us and want us to have a good life, i really happy about it..Just that i also hope to let them know that we also love him very much, our love toward them won't lesser than how them love us..But somehow they just misunderstand..
End out my father still not that happy, praise God that he still willing to talk to us..

Father God I pray for you that, make a way for me and Jimmy to show the goodness of Christ to our parents and also my eldest brother..We love them very much, we want to meet them at heaven..We want them to experience the blessing which is You..

I believe that I will have a good result even though my study time is not much! Because God is with me, when i use my time to do His work, He will take care my needs!
And also my brother, as he go into full time serve God, he will be have a prosper life and more than enough!
As the bible said,"but seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these thing shall be added to you" Matthew 6:33

May God bless those that experience similar situation like me! Stay strong for Him, His grace is more than enough to face all kind of situation! Amen!